| 14th november 2024 i have always been built for love and i feel, for the first time in a long time, that i might be loveable - but how do i find someone who looks at the love i want to give and thinks - no, knows - 'i am ready and willing and deserving'? | 3rd november 2024 sometimes life is bad and other times u finish the first year of ur phd, walk through an autumnal countryside, catch live music u know all the words to, and kiss someone new for the first time. those are certainly things that can happen to u in a few days | 18th october 2024 what an amazing thing, to have shared so much with you | 9th october 2024 all i did was be willing to love a man to the point of self-annhiliation. and who can blame a feminist for that? | 6th october 2024 today my horoscope says 'don't blow out the last candle if you don't want to be in the dark' | 7th september 2024 just found out sawyer and kate shippers are called 'skaters'. it might be too late for me | 31th august 2024 rewatching lost :) rewatching lost s2 :( | 30th august 2024 dream job: i live underground. everything is 70s and brutalist. i press a button every 108 minutes. the only way to reach me is by breaking through a hatch with dynamite | 11th august 2024 young al pacino may not be for everybody. but everybody is wrong | 18th july 2024 i don't listen to tylr swft. the yt upload fan edit 'all too well (jess & rory's version)' is an outlier and shouldn't be counted | 7th july 2024 love island makes me queasy. my friends make me happy. 'good luck, babe!' is on repeat. missing my bf | 28th june 2024 just learnt tom bombadil's real name is iarwain ben-adar. it felt important to note somewhere. the journal is born | i am up to date